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Find a comfortable place where you can be internal and tune into your deeper self. And from this place here, breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth. You are going deeper and deeper with each inhale and exhale. On the inhale, take in the divine energy of life. And on the exhale, imagine releasing all stress, all tension, and all energy that does not belong to you. Breathing into the relaxing core of yourself, allowing the energies of all worlds to integrate within you, rebalancing, realigning, and reintegrating all of the dimensions of consciousness for your highest purpose and for your highest good. Allowing the multiple dimensional energies to cleanse you internally of any stress, tension, and of any thought forms that do not align with your highest purpose. And as you release and as you center, and as you allow the energy of the divine to wash through you, also allow new awareness to course through your body, guiding you very gently with its whispered voice to guide you toward whatever it is you’d like to manifest in the future. What you know, you know, you know clearly. And what you’re waiting to know, allow yourself the privilege and the space to be patient and to be trusting that you will know when the time is right for you to know. As a group, we support each other and send energy to each other, honoring the highest purpose and good of each of us. Coming back to the room with the intention to maximize your own intentionality and balance as well as to send the energy of love and support to everyone in the group and then beyond the group to the rest of the world, moving your hands and feet to make sure you’re aligned with the consciousness of the group and your waking consciousness. Fully awake, alert, and ready to go to work.
Eleanor
Welcome, everyone. If anybody wants to share before Marvin or I do, please feel free and put your hand up.
Karen
Hi, everyone. Hi. Hi. I’m so excited to be here, I just have to say, I just feel like I’m bursting forth with energy, and I’m so grateful. This is so unlike me, Karen’s a slug, or can be. I tend to be a slug. But yesterday morning, from eight to ten in my sadhanas, I just was overcome with this joy and peace and love, and it just stayed with me. It was new, and it was there for a couple of hours.
And this morning, again, I had the same experience. But what came through me, and I know it’s not me, what came through me was in, like, ten minutes or less or about that, what I need to do going forward, what I need to do to support myself lovingly, and I’m excited about it. What I need to do to support Lamaji and the lamasery, and what I need to do to finance it. So now I have a clear definition. I broke down what money I need to maintain my sanity, like a bunch or just to have it.
So, I feel very good. My operating capital, the money that I want to have in case I want to buy a business or create a business, and the money that I want to have available to support the long term. And I just feel so clear and blessed. It’s all and it’s all attainable. It’s not like, “gee, I wonder if it’s going to happen”. No, it’s just I just need to move forward, and I just feel so blessed. Anyway, thanks for letting me share that, because they’re bursting through, so thank you.
Eleanor
When you work with it, make sure that you’re dealing with all the worlds, because manifestation is in the Mental World. It is important to bring the other dimensions in through the third dimensional world in a way that brings them into concrete form.
Marvin
Wouldn’t it be mental and physical?
Eleanor
It is mental and physical when it manifests. But you’re programming the mental world to manifest in the physical world. It has to be overseen by the spiritual, or it’s not going to resonate. And you must pay attention to how the integration occurs, so it stays balanced.
Marvin and I were at the workshop, as many of you who are here know, and the power of the weekend was amazing for me. During the time that Marvin and I were at the center of the group with some of the other participants, I didn’t have any thoughts, zero. I could not think.
But the energy put me in a different space where there was only sound, and I had no body boundaries at all. My understanding is that I was in 5D and bypassed 4D, which was a very interesting experience. In the course of the last number of years, I’ve had at least eight kundalini experiences that were major, and in this instance, and, in each of the major ones, when it was over, I came back into my body, and I realized that it would never feel the same.
Initially, the first time that happened to me, I was in my office in Chicago, so it was many, many years ago, and I got dizzy. And I had a client, actually a couple, who I was supposed to see about ten or 15 minutes after this dizzy episode. And I thought, “how can I possibly work dizzy?” And a voice came into my head and said, “your energy has shifted, and embrace the energy, and you will no longer be dizzy”. I walked from my desk to my bench, and I embraced the new energy, and I was no longer dizzy.
The same thing happened to me several other times. One of the biggest ones was in India when my body was completely on fire. Excruciating. And it went on for a number of hours. And when I came out of it, there was a buzz throughout my body, like a vibration off my energy field. And I thought, “how can I function like this? This is very distracting”. And again, a voice came in and said to me, “it [the energy buzz] tells you when you’re aligned, so pay attention. When you feel this frequency, you know you’re on track. It’s the energy of life, the energy of consciousness”.
When I got home on Sunday and unpacked immediately and then sat down to relax for a few minutes, I don’t even know the word, there was so much energy moving through me that I had a very similar download from Spirit. “You will never be the same and get used to this energy because it is a different frequency. Your frequency changed. Embrace it”.
It took it my energy up a notch from where it was before. And one of my task assignments is to write all of the copy for the program that’s being designed for me. It’s a humongous task, needless to say. And as I sat down to write earlier in the week, I could not keep up with it, literally, whether it was notes about the weekend or content for the program, once I turn on the switch and say, “okay”, it’s just there.
I expect to go into my writing cave and space and, just so all of you know, writing is my favorite thing to do. I identify more as a writer than a speaker because I channel when I write, and it’s always been my modality because it’s kinesthetic and I’m a kinesthetic person, but it’s coming in a big way. I attribute that to the weekend and to the shift in vibration and also knowing the next phase of development of the material that I’m being asked to share.
I’m very much looking forward to the weekend in Charleston because when the next workshop will be in our territory and our space; I expect that the downloads will be amplified hundreds of proportions more than we’ve already received. So that’s my experience. What about you?
Marvin
I had a similar experience when we were in the center. I was only partially present in my consciousness, and I was watching what was happening. But the experience was like when I get connected up to Holy Spirit in the morning when I pray and my boundaries are gone, and I’m just like an energy ball. It was like that.
There was more variety because there were beings walking around the room, and Master Lama Rasaji was there and everyone else was there, but it was basically what I’ve experienced, but just an accentuation. But I felt like everybody got connected up, like all the people who were there, many of whom we’ve seen or spoken to and had relationships with, but never face to face. Just a few people in the flesh and that was really profound.
It was like the family that was lost but was found. And that’s a very beautiful thing, because I can’t relate to anyone in my family because they don’t really understand what I’m talking about anyway, and I haven’t for almost 40 years.
Eleanor
We did see one of my sisters on Thursday before the workshop, which was very nice. First time she was willing to see me in, certainly since COVID because we’re not vaccinated, and she was afraid to be around us, but she was very caretaking. Sunday night, what started me writing about my experience and really processing it was that I remembered being with John, the Beloved in the time of Jesus. And I remembered it by the voice frequency, and it was a trigger from Lamaji’s voice in my memory. And it was, “oh, my God, another past life”.
I remember because since my first Kundalini experience in 1974, or what I thought was my first, it probably happened before that, I’ve remembered numerous past lives, and one of the biggest Kundalini experiences was remembering a past life of drowning in the eruption of Vesuvius in Herculaneum. And many of my friends were together with me in Herculaneum. We met at a workshop on the Villa of Mysteries when I was in Jungian training. And actually, a couple of my best friends were with me in Herculaneum.
Keep asking a very simple question, and it’s a question that we’ve used in Imago Therapy with couples. And the question always goes back to:
“What does this remind me of from my past”?
And then put it in the proper world. And then instead of being analytically stuck on it, ask:
“What God wanted you to learn from it?”
What was so important that God put this in front of you to learn from?
When I got knocked over by the ocean wave and broke my clavicle, reaching for my granddaughter’s pail that she had let go into the ocean, I immediately said, “okay, this is meant to align me”. And then when I got home, I said to God, “what was so important that you would have let the ocean knock me over and break my shoulder”? And the answer I got and at the time, I was working on the tree of life, on the sephirah called severity, which is exactly the right shoulder. I was told to delegate responsibility, that I was carrying too much responsibility. I was president of the Hypnosis Society.
What I’m sharing with you is ways to work with your psyche. The way to ask yourself key questions that bypass the mind and get to spiritual meaning that can take you to the next level of understanding.
Process is about knowledge and understanding so that you can integrate into the world what you download from higher vibrations.
Marvin
The event was particularly powerful for me when he was doing the chanting. The chanting was powerful because I’m auditory, I learn music by listening, not by reading the music. And I sing by listening to the music and not looking at the conductor. That’s my way. But the chants bypassed everything, and it goes right to the core, the upper centers. And Rasaji mentioned that the hearing has to do with the crown chakra, which I thought was pretty interesting.
Eleanor
Well, the sound is going into the belly because we’re breathing into the belly, so it’s activating the sacral and then it’s ascending through the crown. So, all the worlds are integrating in the chanting on a nonverbal level, which is critical because it bypasses the mind.
Marvin
I’ve noticed that the connection to Spirit and God is much more present. So instead of taking a few minutes, moments, if I just stop and tune in, something happens, either a thought or an awareness of my energy changes. I start hearing the sounds of my ear. I think everyone has been uplifted.
And Rasaji did point out, which is really interesting, that the portal in Florida relates to the portal of Shiva and the portal of Shiva is like Jesus, the letting go of, the releasing. I’ve heard Rasaji say that as well. So, it really is whether you want to call to spirit, or whomever you want to connect with is present. It’s more experientially available, I think, to everyone who has been tuned in.
Amey
Yes, just a little bit. And I’ll just touch a little bit on my experience. When we were doing the tones and the Baqua, the walk of the Baqua with all of you in the center, and I shared with a few a little bit about what I felt.
For me, and when I listened to everyone else, and especially now with you guys sharing about our chakras and the crown, that was exactly what I felt when we were doing the tones. And then we started to chant. I mean, the vibration, I think we all felt that: the love, the frequency, it felt like there was more than just us present. And there was.
But I didn’t feel the feeling in the duma, right, the stomach. It felt like my entire head was open. My crown, and my mom was a kidney transplant while she was in dialysis and then transplant, and this is the sound that I heard coming through me. So, I was feeling ascension and descending the entire time. That was the main sound.
But I would lay my head on my mother’s fistula and one of them, one time was from a bovine. So, it was real, it wasn’t artificial. And I would lay my head on her, and I could just hear the flow of the blood flowing through my mother’s veins. And when we were doing the ceremony, just the sound filled my entire head and it felt open, and I could just hear that sound coming through. And, I mean, I could hear everyone else, and I could feel the love and saw purple and gold. I couldn’t see the little feet. But what I felt with Lamaji saying that there were hundreds of angels around…
I just felt ever so like, just little tiny touches all over my skin. And that was pretty much my experience while we were doing the portal opening. But it was completely the top of my head. I wouldn’t say that I was levitating, however. I couldn’t really feel my steps, and it was just the sound of the blood flowing in and out. I wanted to share that with you.
Eleanor
And since that experience, have you any repetition of those sensations?
Amey
Well, this week, since I’ve returned to home, I would say definitely my practice is much easier for me to feel everyone’s energy and love and hear Lamaji and to feel my energy deepen in my practice. I’m not sure if that answers your question.
Eleanor
Have you set an intent for what you would like to have happen now?
Amey
I can’t say that I definitely set the intent.
Eleanor
For any of you who were at the workshop and part of that experience, and for those of you who weren’t, who are hearing this and are practicing and will experience increased energy from the collective, set your intent as what you’d like to have happen. The key question to always ask yourself:
“What would I like to have happen now?”
Because without setting intent, it’s amorphous. Thank you.
Sara
You surprised me. Well, holy crap. What a big deal that was. When I was sitting in the center, I kind of went from A to Z. So, when I was sitting there, I was trying to relax, but I got a little tense, like, “oh, boy, here it comes”. And so, I just said, “okay, I’ve got to relax”. And I said, “Abba, I’m emptying my cup”. And then my hands started throbbing, and then it went right into my core, and I never saw any other color but white.
I think I just bypassed everything because it felt like that my insides just started expanding and glowing, like my soul just expanded. And I could hear a little bit occasionally. I remember at one point going, “Lamaji, what are you doing up there”? It felt like he had floated up above me. But as far as the chanting, that kind of all dissolved. I didn’t really hear it, but what I started to hear was this bump… bump… And it felt like I could feel the pulse of the planet.
I’m very Earth connected, so maybe that’s part of it. But then it’s like I could hear every person breathing, every individual, and that kind of melded together and just expanded around me, and I felt like, “holy crap, I’m floating out in the universe”. That’s the breath of the universe. Though I did get a couple of times this morning that I have to stay connected. Stay connected and drop that cord or be grounded, because, boy, I didn’t want to come back. I wanted to stay there. It was so beautiful. Yeah. I still feel a little wonky. My time isn’t, I’m usually very organized, and I’m kind of struggling with some of those things right now.
Eleanor
It may be that you’re getting a message, Sara, to relax into more of the energy experience and clear the decks of things to do for a few days. When you’ve had an experience, such as many of us had, usually the body needs to be free to follow its own time because you’ve been out of time, and so you need to acclimate to the new frequency that you’re vibrating on. And if you bring it into the 3D world too quickly, you short circuit it and do yourself a disservice.
So, take all the time you need for the energy of where you are.
Sara
My class on Tuesday, the class I teach, was just fantastic. And instantly I recognized that energy, And I was like: “Here we go”. I felt like a glow stick. Like, you crack a glow stick and just poof here we go.
Eleanor
Stay in the energy and clear the decks of things you have to do. There’s a song that comes to mind that we used to sing in India…
“Watching the river run.
Further and further from things to be done,
Watching the river run”
…and that’s appropriate for you now because it’s important to not push the energy with the mind and to let it be. All of you who’ve had experiences over the weekend, give yourself space.
Sean
Hello, everyone. This is amazing to hear everybody’s stories and experiences. And Sara just said she was like a glow stick. I think that’s awesome. And I have a question. What I heard from you, Dr. Eleanor, is blowing my mind regarding intention. “What would I like to have happen now”? Right. So, I’m curious because it feels like we are to live our lives every single moment intentionally. Right?
So, would you recommend, starting the day as soon as I’m aware that I’m awake, ask myself, “what would I like to happen now and continue that process throughout the day”?
Eleanor
Well, I would back up. I would ask yourself before you go to sleep the night before, what you want to have happen the next day? Because when you sleep, you’re also inputting the spiritual into the day. I always make to do lists before I go to sleep. I have to do lists for every single day. And they’re priority lists. They’re not insignificant, but I’ve done “to do” lists my whole life. I’ll write down the things that are important to me the next day and I check them off as I go. And I usually accomplish all of them.
But I’m a Manifestor, so I get a lot done every day. But, set your intent and then in the morning when you wake up, read it over and reprioritize based on what happened during your sleep.
Sean
That makes sense to incorporate the spiritual world into it, right?
Marvin
All the world. If you’re sleeping, you’re in the integrated world. So, if you do it before you go to sleep, then when you’re waking up, it isn’t just your mind activating, it’s all of the worlds acting and coming through your mind and your thoughts.
Eleanor
And I’d recommend that if any of you are doing that and during the day you feel confused or stuck, do some figure eights. That answer it?
Sean
Yes. Thank you very much.
Dawn
Hi, everyone. I’m going to tell my experience for the people who didn’t have the colors or the angels, because I didn’t have any of that. I never have. I never saw colors. I did my mirror meditation. I never saw angels. Saw my face change a couple of times, but that got boring because I didn’t know who they were, and I didn’t want to waste my time on it.
So, I did not have any of that. I felt complete peace and calm, the love. I felt like I was with family, like I was in a place I should be. There was no nervousness, no questioning anything. I was at complete peace. And physically, I felt just grounding like a magnetic pull from half of my body down, like I’ve never felt before. It was like I had a magnet. Half my body was a magnet, and I was sticking to the earth.
And I kept hearing all these stories, you know, chi in the belly and fire in the belly. I didn’t feel any of that. I’ve never really felt it in my belly. So, I remember running up to Dr. Eleanor and I said, “no fire in the belly for me”. Everyone was talking fire in the belly. And she went, “well, what did you feel”? And when I told her about the magnetic pull, she goes, “oh, well, that sounds like grounding for your book” because I’m going to write a book about my childhood.
And it’s funny because when we got home, well, first I had that experience with Cora where the Holy Spirit had us together for two days fellowshipping. It was really nice. I need grounding. All of a sudden, I’m questioning everything. I wake up today and I’m like lost and I haven’t been so I’m going to take my time. You answered my question when you said that to Sara.
Eleanor
Well, also, Dawn, if you don’t know, then ask the Holy Spirit “what is next”, right? You wait for the answer. You don’t move until you know.
Dawn
Well, this morning when I was doing my Tai Chi Gong, I had always wanted to take a trip with my daughter. And I’m like, “Why am I not doing that? I’ve been wanting it. I’ve been thinking about it this past year and a half and how I would love to do that with her”. And I’m like, “I’m going to do it” because I’m not feeling drawn to do anything else. No Marketing, no Facebook. I just feel like I’m being pulled out of all of…
Eleanor
You’re being told to be not to do.
Dawn
Yeah, and sometimes I have a problem with that because then I don’t feel like I’m being productive. I’m on a mission here. I got to be productive.
Eleanor
But what Dawn, could be more productive than bonding in an intimate way with your daughter and sharing an experience that’s life changing for both of you?
Dawn
And I said, “would you do Tai Chi Gong with me on vacation”? And she said, “yes” without even a pause, and I almost fell to the ground. But I didn’t show her that.
Jeff
We’re in this huge thing with Pluto, and right now it’s retrograde back into Capricorn. But it’s a great time to assess everything we’ve had in our lives because we can reset for the next 20 years. So, it sounds kind of like, what’s going on? Same thing going on with me. It’s very interesting.
Eleanor
Jeff – Somebody else had their hand up and we need to move in sequence.
Jeff
Yeah. No, I understand. I just want to make a comment on this, that’s all.
Heather
Hi. I really hesitate to say this because it’s different from everyone else. My experience is very different. I did feel in the middle. Mainly, what I felt was an exchange of very pure light and energy with everybody, especially with everyone that was in the vortex. It was that Christ light, that very pure love, that very highest frequency of love. I felt that and experienced it.
But I am the opposite of everybody. Since the last day and leaving and coming home, I am totally wiped out. I’m always very high energy, light and love, and it’s like, gone. It’s like it was wiped right out. I’m trying to get it back. I teach and I do everything I do every day that’s still there, but it’s just like that experience took it all away. It’s like it sucked it right out.
And I’m trying to figure this out. How to get it all back, because, wow, I’m always really high energy and very high frequency.
Eleanor
Have you had other experiences like that in the past?
Heather
I felt like this when we went to Black Mountain and met everybody.
Eleanor
Were you tired after that? Yes. Same. Okay, so your body on a physical level is adjusting to the new frequency and it’s like what I said, for me, there’s a buzz in my body that could be distracting until I embrace it.
For you, it may just be that the frequency that went through you was so intense that you need the space to rest and probably to sleep and meditate more so that your cells can adjust to the frequency difference. And my guess is that once that cycle of adjustment is done, it’s going to bump you up to having more energy.
Heather
I hope so because it makes me question everything. You get to a point where it’s like…
Eleanor
When I did the reading for you, did I give you a timing? Do you need to wait a week or three months?
Heather
Yes. I think you said ten days.
Eleanor
Okay. So, don’t do anything that you don’t have to do until ten days pass and then ask, based on this, “Is there anything I need to know that I haven’t made conscious so far”? When you have these experiences and those of you who are at the portal, it’s a major energy experience and the body needs to adjust.
It’s like taking and changing the wiring in a house. You’re going to blow the fuses if you don’t change the wiring. We’re all having to adapt and change and adjust.
Marvin
There’s a lot of cellular changes going on, chemistry and cellular changes.
Eleanor
And watch what you eat. That’s another thing. During this transition period, be really mindful that what you eat aligns with your frequency, your vibration and what your body needs and keep us posted. Heather, thank you.
Nancy
Afternoon, everyone. I really appreciated your attunement, Dr. Eleanor, that was very helpful. My experience at the portal; there was so much energy when we started doing the Heaven and Earth hands and the singing that just grew louder and louder. I just remember tears flowing because it was so beautiful.
My experience was with a beautiful jade green like color of the heart chakra just flowing up from the earth to where I felt like it was a giant sequoia and flowing up. And then it went out my heart and it went to everyone in the circle, everyone in the room, and then it spread out to all of Mother Earth’ And specifically, on the way for all the little children, which is part of my mission, that we’re going to rescue the children, along with that was a golden rain shower.
It was a golden rain shower just coming down on everyone. So, it was beautiful experience. And you asked, has something happened? Oh, yes, it has. So, after that experience, I’m staying at Nate Butler’s condo. And he has a saltwater pool, and there’s quite a few of us that been blessed to enjoy it here because he opened it up.
Not only were we doing Tai Chi in the water and people were coming up and what are you doing? And can you teach us? I’ve already had three or four people that wanted to join me while I do tai chi more than once. Can we come back tomorrow? Can we come back tomorrow? Hold on.
But there was one time I’ve never gone off the clock in water, let alone salt water. And you could do it because no one was at the pool except Brigitte was there with me. Everybody else was going back to the airport, and we walked in and all the way up to the throat, we were in the water floating. Just beautiful.
And then it was time for the crane. I slowly backed up, so my head wasn’t underwater. Then I will say when the swim was happening, it wasn’t me moving. The spirit was moving my arms out of the water. It was just a beautiful experience. And then I envisioned, closed my eyes, and the whole group was in the Dead Sea. And I saw us all in white linen. Master Rabbi Jesus was baptizing. I was guided that I should go underwater completely immerse, just peacefully come back up. And of course, no one’s around, so I can cry in the water. Tears of joy.
I look over at Brigitte and she’s just kind of laying on the side with her head back, and I see the tree of life with the color jade leaves, it’s not leaves, it’s the color jade and gold flowing down around her. It was just beautiful. It was pristine. I was also guided.
I knew that Nate Butler was there with us because he was not part of this group that came here. And the reason I knew is the spirit had him dressed like Friar Tuck in a different color, so I knew it was him. So cute. I even shared that with him. So, Friar Tuck, Nate was there with us as well. And then since that time, I’ve had more people when I’m doing a little tai chi. People just come up. It’s like the group came over and the water got Shaktipat. The portal extended over here.
Eleanor
Set your intent as what you want to have happen from here.
Nancy
Right behind my laptop, I have my vision board. If you could hear my story of how 74 acres was bought, my boys bought, and there’s 100-foot river, and there’s 74 acres over here. It’s all obvious property and garden, and it’s going to be for the children, absolutely healing. So, yes, it’s all right here.
Cindy
The question from Ayako is: Could I ask you how to deal with upcoming more of low frequency from my husband who is going through changes with his work and acclimating himself to new spaces such as his new office commute with ride share with 1 hour one way and more?”
I’m thinking it’s an influx of low frequency in her life due to changes in her husband’s job and situation.
Eleanor
I’d say talk to him, get some common values that you share that are the same frequency, and then build on that energetically so that you can send and find out what his intentions are and then use that to pray for him. Visualize it. Build the frequency unconsciously by surrounding his energy field with empowered thinking. And I need a little bit more information. Feel free to contact me. And I may have some other suggestions once I get a little bit more information.
Karen
This is just a quick comment, an observation that I made, and it came to me when Heather shared, and that is at the teacher’s training on Tuesday when Lamaji was speaking, he looked wrecked. He looked wrecked. Not in a bad way, just his energy was just he looked wrecked.
He looked good, he looked happy, but he looked very low energy. And frankly, the good thing was his Viraji field was down a bit so we could feel his love again more. So, I’m just sharing that with you, Heather, because Lamaji had low energy and he’s a lama you know, maybe that’s your destination, I don’t know. But I just wanted to share that I think it’s completely OK to have low energy. Thank you for letting me share.
Mary
Hi, everybody. I want to share my experience with the portal opening. We felt it in our home. It was so very beautiful. When I talk about it, my body started buzzing and I can’t describe it.
My husband and I, he listened about three quarters to the whole thing. And I sense changes happening in him also. But when it came to the portal, we watched you all for a little bit, and then when you started the walk, we also started the walk around my dining room table, and we started just participating in the whole part of that all with you. And it was like with my body, it was vibrating. It was like I was so open and receptive to receive. And my crown chakra, like, I just felt this whole and even now I feel it. It’s just this whole thing that has opened up in my head and I just feel like change is on the way for me and my life. And it’s going to be beautiful. And I cannot wait to go to Charleston. I really, really can’t.
Eleanor
We can’t wait to have you here, Mary. And yes, your crown chakra is pretty wide open, so make sure when you do your Tai Chi Gung, ground by doing a little bit of extra time on the body twist. Okay?
Mary
I’ll be working on that. But the love, it was just magnificent. Doesn’t even cover it.
Sherry
Just wanted a second on Mary’s comment. Mary, the fact that you did it without actually being there and actually you were there and to be able to experience some of what we did, I think that is so neat. I hope other people did it as well because I think time and space is collapsed, so it can be all at the same time. If people even thought of doing what you did, I think that’s wonderful.
And just as far as what I experienced, I guess similar to some other others as well. But I’m a singer too, so I’m very much involved in the music. When we started the chanting and when it started getting louder and louder and then my whole body, especially when we started the hum part, then it wasn’t humming. It actually became like a voice, like the most beautiful it sounded like professional singers. Because if you hear the bass, the male voices in it and then you could hear the soprano, it just all blended in like one it was like an organ, but yet it was human voices and it was like something I’ve never heard because I immediately wanted to harmonize.
I know when we were doing the hum and I was a little hesitant to do it, but then it was all harmony, and it was like my whole body was just vibrating. It wasn’t even from the head down; it was literally the entire body. But the head, of course, but all my nasal passages, everything was open. And it was just like this one gargantuan huge sound that just engulfed the entire room. And not just the room, I think somebody said it was like 5000 voices instead of 50.
And I’m just getting chills now as I’m thinking of it because it was so incredible and it’s just like I didn’t have thoughts exactly. It was just the experience of just being part of the universe. It was like with that sound, everything was open, and we were all part of this huge gargantuan vibration. So much more than vibration because it was going this way and this way and this way and every way you can think of. And there wasn’t any just one part of me that was at the entire thing, and it was just mesmerizing.
And then afterward, I felt a little bit of that. Not immediately after, but like days after. I felt a little bit like questioning and not the questioning of “what I’m doing”, but this just questioning about certain things, like for instance, healing. And for me, I had the problem with my hip for a while and there’s been kind of slowing me up as far as doing the training. I mean, not doing the training, but teaching. And now I have the opportunity, I have some place to teach, and I have people that want me to teach. And I was so anxious to get to heal.
So, I asked in my meditation, even this morning, and I said, “well, why did this happen because I was told I would be healed before I went”. And I said, “Was that in my imagination”? And the voice said, “no, you were healed. You were healed. You are healed”. And it says, “you haven’t caught up in your being to recognizing it”. What I thought, “Well when we’re supposed to be light, we are supposed to be love. We are supposed to be joy”. And so, what I thought is, “I’ve got to be recognition”. The recognition, I have to be it the recognition. And it’s the recognition put into visibility so that you can see it.
That’s the whole thing of any of these things. Joy has to be brought into being so that people can see it, that they can experience it. And that’s what our job here is to do. And so, this I have to do for myself. I’ve got to have the realization. I have to be the realization of what I have to understand. I have to be the realization of what I need to understand and the questions that I have. We can all do this, but it just takes time. We have to learn. And so, I was so thrilled that, in fact, I wasn’t going to talk about it to anyone, but I just felt like I needed to. Right.
Eleanor
And Sherry integrated into the four worlds and the integrated world. If you begin to think about how you work with it, you want to work with it in a way that can be integrative. And what you’re being told is that you haven’t fully integrated the dimension in which the healing occurred and pulled it through. So, when you’re doing figure eights, begin to integrate. When you’re doing body twists, integrate. Pull it down.
Marvin
I’m also one who relates to sound, as I’ve said, but everyone here is different. And you have to trust that whether you see it or feel it or hear it or just are aware of it or you notice things that are happening, it’s all part of the process, and it’s all an individual process. There’s no judgment. There’s no need for judgment.
This is a wave that’s starting in you that’s going to go for as long as it’s going to go. And we’re all, in some ways, riding in this wave together. And it’s happening all the way from the portal, in the portal of Shiva, and it’s happening now here in Florida, but it’s happening wherever we all are, because we’ve all become little portals wherever we are, because our energies are different. No judgment. Just move on.
Eleanor
But work with it. Absolutely work with it. You will not move forward unless you do your inner work. And that has to be integrative, not just mental, not just for thinking, but really integrate the worlds and use some of the materials that you can download from Noble Energy Wellness to work with those materials that are integrative.
Find a comfortable place where you can be within yourself, and in that place within yourself, settle into the core of your being. And from that place there, set your intention that over the next day or two, what will emerge in your thoughts, feelings, and intuition is exactly what you need to do to advance your consciousness in an integrated way.
The work is an inside job, and you know from your relationship with your connection to the Divine exactly what’s right for you. No one can speak for you other than the Divine voice coming through you. Allow it. Allow it to grow stronger. Allow what began over the weekend in Florida for those who attended and over the weekend for those who did not attend, because we’re all connected. So those of you who were not present in physical form also received an opening energy that you can integrate and use for your healing, for your manifesting in the world, for rebalancing realigning and connection.
From this place inside of you, send yourself loving energy, kindness, love, and light, and radiate that beyond the boundaries of your body, beyond the boundaries of your soul. To everyone in the group and us as a group out to the world, shining light into the darkness, so the darkness will be no more.
And from that place there, come back into your body, wiggling your hands and your feet, opening your eyes, fully awake, alert, and ready for a productive day in whatever way you so choose.
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